so i'm finally back from MI, and while i was uber excited to see everyone, i'm already bummed.
bryan said he wanted to break up last week because all the shit was going on, but we decided we'd talk about getting back when it all blew over.... soooooo last night we talked and i must have been totally confused, but i definitely thought he felt like we should get back together and it was good and he said we'd talk more today.... so after he avoided talking for hours... i finally got out of him that he doesnt want to go back out right now because "of the same reason i wanted to break up"... so it 'has nothing to do with me' and hes all distant and it sucks because i totally wuv him and everything about him and hes really absent and different.... gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
so that's the current ailment thats getting me down...

although the good thing is that i'm finally ungrounded so i get to hang out with everyone again.... which is super, but all i want to do is chill with bryan. gr. :[

so i've got a new obsession,
and his name is Bryan <3
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm yummy
he is my new boy
and he makes me all giggly :]

he's such a cutie
and lately
we hang out super early, just the two of us
we just lay on the couch and listen to music
and sometimes, he'll do stuff to make me grab his hand....
it sounds weird but here's an example:
he kept acting like he was lighting the little fray things on my pants on fire
so i grab his hand so he'll stop
but it's obvious what's REALLY going on....

it's fun because we are in the cute "giggly holding hands" stage...
eeee :D
i'm happy

tomorrow will be really fun because i'm going to see him in the morning
and he has lots of beer :]
than later my mom is gonna pick me up while everyone is there so she can hear them play
hooray!
i'm in such a good mood
i wanna put on a dress is dance in some flowers or something
GRACE
did you get your license???


here he is... <3

haha
i'm just randomly thinking about how over the school year weekends were pretty much god...
but summertime rules
because everyday is the weekend!!!

soooo ashley is coming to pick me up soon because she is visiting from FLORIDA!!
i miss that chica
so today will be super fun to catch up on things and talk and laugh and be stupid girls <3

i hope the weather cheers up a bit...
it's so gloomy!!
although it IS a nice break from 95 everyday..... :]
hooray!